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Had my little girl early Monday morning. She was 7lbs 14.4 oz and 21 inches long with a full head of hair. She was also face up like my son. Nothing good comes easy lol.

Her name is Azlea Rain. :) I just can't get enough of the baby smell. If I could bottle it I would be so rich. I swear it is THE most addictive smell in the whole wide world.

She is beautiful and healthy and much quieter then my son. Always be happy about the little blessings haha!

On a side note...how the hell did I get over 1000 views?? O.o I haven't even been lurking for the past few months!! Thanks you guys!
  • Listening to: Corpse Bride on farm
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: Carrots and Celery with Ranch
  • Drinking: water

Its a girl :p

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 18, 2007, 4:44 PM
City of Heroes Stamp by rushpoint Sassy stamp by Sasss Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin

Got my ultrasound today. The lady said its a girl. Of course they can't be 100% sure or rather they can't tell you that but she said she believes its a girl :p. And she is the perfect weight for this stage and has all her necessary bits.

I even got a picture that I might scan in later, although most of the time I can't make out what they are trying to point out today I actually saw the spine and heart and feet and stuff.

Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild:thumb44312107::thumb59363831: Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Caturday stamp by CapnDeek373 I Heart Zombies by NRWick Muse Stamp by pillze69:thumb39829295: NIN Stamp by reznor70:thumb61573406: Caffeine Addict Stamp by nechama7 I HEART TIM BURTON MOVIES by erana:thumb50450373:
  • Listening to: Lex fussing
  • Watching: stupid writers strike!!! *curses*
  • Playing: CoH
  • Eating: everything I can
  • Drinking: water

lurking again

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 30, 2007, 7:43 PM
City of Heroes Stamp by rushpoint Sassy stamp by Sasss Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin

Well I am back to my usual lurky self. Figured I would update this thing. Soooo nice to have internets again!

Going back to school. Hopefully my head won't explode in the process! Its been a while since I was last in school lol. And of course like a complete moron I deceided to go with some light courses. You know...

Medical Terminology
Anatomy Lab
Anatomy and Physiology

OH and I have about 2 months to complete a whole semesters worth of stuff :D. Luckily none of the classes have "homework" to turn in being independant study programs but I do have to go in for tests.

Also there is another bun in the oven...wheeeee. We should hopefully have a car by tomorrow afternoon thank goodness and hopefully our own place again before Christmas :).

Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild:thumb44312107::thumb59363831: Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Caturday stamp by CapnDeek373 I Heart Zombies by NRWick Muse Stamp by pillze69:thumb39829295: NIN Stamp by reznor70:thumb61573406: Caffeine Addict Stamp by nechama7 I HEART TIM BURTON MOVIES by erana:thumb50450373:
  • Listening to: The Cure
  • Watching: Heros
  • Playing: CoH
  • Eating: everything I can
  • Drinking: water

Gone for who knows how long.

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 3, 2007, 7:59 PM
City of Heroes Stamp by rushpoint Sassy stamp by Sasss Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin

Well this will be the last time I get to log on for an undetermined time. We are moving to another state and don't know how long it will be until we have internets again. I will miss everyone and all the eye candy (including the verbal eye candy :P)

Hopefully it will not be months before I can come lurk the pages of DA again but if it is don't worry I will be back...hopefully I will be missed :p.

Who knows with all this time on my hands where I won't have access to a computer maybe my muse will come back and I can finish something lol.

:wave: Ta Ta for now!

Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild:thumb44312107::thumb59363831: Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Caturday stamp by CapnDeek373 I Heart Zombies by NRWick Muse Stamp by pillze69:thumb39829295: NIN Stamp by reznor70:thumb61573406: Caffeine Addict Stamp by nechama7 I HEART TIM BURTON MOVIES by erana:thumb50450373:
  • Listening to: whir of an AC unit that can't keep up
  • Watching: nuffin
  • Playing: CoX
  • Eating: some kind of chex mix type thing
  • Drinking: gatorade

Breast Cancer Awareness

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 31, 2007, 4:41 PM
Breast Cancer Awareness Stamp by pillze69 City of Heroes Stamp by rushpoint Sassy stamp by Sasss Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin

I think everyone should help out in any way they can. If your female then this is one of the scariest things you can go through. One of my aunts no longer has her breasts because of this. She had to go through Chemo and lost all her hair. For a while it was very tough for her and she battled depression because she felt less womanly without her breasts.

They are more then just boobies. Things for the guys to oogle or play with. They provide food for infants and give us a sense of femininity. They get in the way at inopportune times and can be a downright nuisance, BUT I cannot imagine what hell it would be to be diagnosed with breast cancer.

So even though I loathe and despise the color pink I proudly display the stamp for support of this weekend and Breast Cancer Awareness.

Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild:thumb44312107::thumb59363831: Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Caturday stamp by CapnDeek373 I Heart Zombies by NRWick Muse Stamp by pillze69:thumb39829295: NIN Stamp by reznor70:thumb61573406: Caffeine Addict Stamp by nechama7 I HEART TIM BURTON MOVIES by erana:thumb50450373: Breast Cancer Awareness Stamp by pillze69
  • Listening to: whir of an AC unit that can't keep up
  • Watching: nuffin
  • Playing: CoX
  • Eating: some kind of chex mix type thing
  • Drinking: gatorade

KILL MAIM MURDER DEATH!!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 13, 2007, 5:38 PM
City of Heroes Stamp by rushpoint Sassy stamp by Sasss Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin

So I go out to scan the drawings for Lucien. My aunt has this brilliant suggestion to go to Staples. Well they want  $7.99 for the first scan, $1.99 for each additional and then $10.99 for the disk. FUCK THAT!

So I asked someone who worked there where the nearest Kinkos was and went there. They had me go to some gimpy comp with a pre paid time card and then didn't tell me I had to have one program open to get the scanner to work.

So I scan the photos and save them. The damn thing times out while I was trying to save a picture I had rescanned just in case. No problem right? WRONG. The disc is blank. BLANK!!! I just sweated my butt off, drove halfway across town and went through a harrowing 12 minutes (which was 6 dollars for that time) and the pictures aren't there because I didn't do something right.

Now Lucien says he isn't going to let me rescan them. WTF?! I even brought him home McDonalds!!!

So now I have to talk Lucien into letting me make another hot, sweaty trip to the OTHER side of town to the Kinkos where I had gone to before is and I know the drill. Maybe I will just go now and get it over with....:( :cry:

***Ok went out AGAIN and this time got it done right. WHEW! Now it is just on Lucien to post them :D

Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild:thumb44312107::thumb59363831: Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Caturday stamp by CapnDeek373 I Heart Zombies by NRWick Muse Stamp by pillze69:thumb39829295: NIN Stamp by reznor70:thumb61573406: Caffeine Addict Stamp by nechama7 I HEART TIM BURTON MOVIES by erana:thumb50450373: Breast Cancer Awareness Stamp by pillze69
  • Listening to: clacking of angry keys
  • Watching: nuffin
  • Playing: CoX
  • Eating: McDonalds
  • Drinking: Coke

I'm not dead yet!!

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 2, 2007, 10:47 PM
So I have been gone from CoH for a little while. Guess I needed a little break. But now that I10 is here I love it again!! Also I have a story slowly trying to crawl out of my head. Did I mention it is doing this slowly?? But hey at least I am doin something :p.

Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild :thumb44312107: City of Heroes Stamp by rushpoint Sassy stamp by Sasss Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin :thumb59363831: Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Caturday stamp by CapnDeek373 I Heart Zombies by NRWick Muse Stamp by pillze69 :thumb39829295: :thumb61573406: Caffeine Addict Stamp by nechama7
  • Listening to: Muse - Bliss
  • Reading: Harliquin by Laurel K Hamilton
  • Watching: nuffin
  • Playing: CoX
  • Eating: Ben & Jerry's Cinamon Bun Ice Scream
  • Drinking: Gatorade

Mad at my Muse

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 29, 2007, 4:47 PM
She is an evil little creature. The last couple of weeks have been really tough since my little guy seems to have gone to perma teething and not actually popping anything out. He was having real issues sleeping and the last few nights has actually awakened and not gone to sleep for more then an hour(at odd times like 2 or 4am). So not only am I getting less sleep then usual it is broken up more also. I am telling you all of this because I am mad at my Muse.

So last night...just about to go to sleep and suddenly an old story I have had floating around in my head forever suddenly starts running through my head. I couldn't sleep...I was so tired I couldn't get up. I wanted to scream. And of course when I woke up this morning all those beautiful pages were gone...nothing not even ashes. My brain's fireplace had been swept clean. So I have determined to make a list of the stories that are in my head and see if I can work on ANY of them...I will even drag my sorry ass out of bed if I have to. None of my stories are finished. :sad: I have a couple of one or two page deals I did in a class but that is all that is finished.

Works in Progress: (Titles are not final)
The Inheritance
Rapunzel's Song
Food for Shadows

I have many others but these three are ones that I have worked on off and on and been around forever. Also they are the three that hold the most promise of actually being decent and eventually finished :p.

Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden fairy day stamp 2 by MeredithDillman I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild :thumb44312107: City of Heroes Stamp by rushpoint Sassy stamp by Sasss
  • Listening to: Slipknot -Duality
  • Reading: Good Omens -Gaimen/Pratchett
  • Watching: nuffin
  • Playing: CoX/Dungeon Runners
  • Eating: those sesame stick thingies
  • Drinking: Strawberry Fanta

What was lost....

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 15, 2007, 6:37 PM
So I found my old binder of stuff from my creative writing class a VERY long time ago. So now I will go through it all and see if I think any of it is worthy to post :p. THEN I will have to type it all in and stuff since it is all *gasp* on PAPER lol. The disks I used to have with TONS of stuff of them are long gone. So sad really.

Anywho just happy to find this old beat up binder. It has pieces of art done by people I have lost contact with, which is a damn shame. But it is good to know that their art at least, is not lost.

Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden fairy day stamp 2 by MeredithDillman I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild :thumb44312107:
  • Listening to: baby gurgles and yells
  • Reading: The Bourne Supremecy
  • Watching: HEROS!! No more until April 23rd *cries*
  • Playing: CoX/Guildwars
  • Eating: I HUNGER!! must find some food....
  • Drinking: Lemon Lime Gatorade

Stories

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 12, 2007, 6:25 PM
Ok so I am trying to write a story. See I have this problem with stories. I tend to drag on and on and then lapse completely and it lies forgotten somewhere with maybe a page or two being worthwhile.

So to try to remedy this, I bought a notepad JUST for the story that has been prickling my brain for the last few weeks. I have a few pages of ideas and some random parts written out. I am so chaotic when it is anything other then a poem :p.

I finally kicked myself and got a first page aka starting point for the story which is a step in the right direction. My one main problem is I can't seem to make it short and sweet. I have read stories that were only a few pages that kicked serious butt and ones that traveled over several books. This does not seem like it should be a long story and yet when I try to shorten it I just get hung up. Any ideas/suggestion that might help me out??

Another thing that I thought I should comment on. Whenever I am reading an author that is a magnificent writer I suddenly am inspired to write. Strange no?

Anywho a few stamps I stumbled across lol. DAMN you Thorsie!

Stamp 1 by Christel by ThorsAssassin Zodiac Stamp 'Leo' by Sharkfold Heroes Stamp by Tao2Eden fairy day stamp 2 by MeredithDillman I LOVE FROGS Stamp by thewildchild :thumb44312107:
  • Listening to: Summer Wine by Ville Valo & Natalia Avelon
  • Reading: The Bourne Supremecy
  • Watching: HEROS!! No more until April 23rd *cries*
  • Playing: CoX/Guildwars
  • Eating: nothing atm
  • Drinking: RC Cola
There is no worse, helpless feeling in all of exhistance than that of the inablility to take away your baby's pain. It is a special demon that only a parent can know.

So I took my bright eyes to the doctors yesterday. He was poking at his ear and a nasty rash on his back. Also he couldn't seem to nap more then half an hour and would wake up cranky and tired still.
Prognosis: Ear infection and Scabies.

So the drops that they give me for the ear infection have some possible side affects. They are: itching, burning and stinging. So I give them to my wee one since they are supposed to help with the pain of an ear infection. He screams bloody murder so bad he almost chokes himself. I hate myself for causing him this pain. Today though he fell asleep while I still had him on his side and had just put the drops in the second ear. Poor little guy!

SCABIES!!! Jesus Christ on a cruch. I want to commit bug genocide on these microscopic monsters. They are apparently as easy to catch as touching someone with them. They have left a trail of bumps all over my boys baby smooth skin from where they have burrowed in and laid eggs. Shuddering horrors. This is worse then a horror movie!! So this weekend everyone gets slathered in a special cream which we have to sit in for 8 hours. We have to wash all clothes and bedding and vacume everything including the bed. We have to put all his toys into plastic bags for 56 hours to make sure the little fuckers are good and dead.

I wish my baby had none of this crap. Apparently this has nothing to do with how good a mom I am. But I feel like I have somehow caused this wretchedness to befall my pool helpless angel.
  • Listening to: Bloodhound Gang -Uhn Tiss, Uhn Tiss, Uhn Tiss
  • Reading: pretty pieces of art descriptions
  • Watching: HEROS!! No more until April 23rd *cries*
  • Playing: CoX/Guildwars
  • Eating: double cheeseburger
  • Drinking: cherry 7 up
I got tagged by Jess....I will get you back girl! :P

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

1.FINGERS: alyse

2.CHIN: aszl.yhdxcerd (this is mighty silly)

3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: alydr

4.ELBOW: alyse (I guess pointy elbows are good haha)

5.NOSE: Uhm no...lol

6.PALM: sazlkysxed

1.) List Four fandoms you have.
-Horror movies (especially zombies)
-BOOKS I read just about any fantasy/sci fi/horror I can get my
  hands on.
-Painting minitures (although I haven't been able to in a while I miss
   it so!)
-anything comic book related

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
  Yes (especially a little chevy pickup in the bed lol during a short
  homeless stint)

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
  Define recently! *sniffs* I miss my happy colors!

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
- My mom
- Tim Burton
- Neil Gaiman
- Matthew Bellamy

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
  NONE!! I do so want a kitty though *sniffles*


6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
  Black


7.) Who is your most played character?
  Probably my badge whore RavensWing


8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
-Being stuck on an island with your best friend
-Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances

pshaw neither!!


9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
-baby
-music
-dark

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
- I would be able to fly

11.) Who was the last person you talked to
- My aunt

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
- My sweetie pie

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head
- blue
- frustrated
- song
- chocolate
- ear

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
- be a better mommy

15.) Do you like the way you are?
-most of the time

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
-winter

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
-rain

18.) Water or ice?
-water

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
- I like okra
- I get horrid stage fright unless I am dancing (bellydanced for
   years)

20.) Now tag 6 people who should do this quiz!

sorry I don't know yet how to get the nifty little icons representing people so I will list them and link them. Nemina, Thorsassassin, Sasss, Celticbolt, Sungryphon and Zerry, TAG your it :p

nemina.deviantart.com/ thorsassassin.deviantart.com/ sasss.deviantart.com/ celticbolt.deviantart.com/ sungryphon.deviantart.com/ zerry.deviantart.com/
  • Listening to: Cake - Long Line of Cars
  • Reading: Stephen King - Night Shift
  • Watching: HEROS!! Want more NOW! :p
  • Playing: CoX/Guildwars
  • Eating: Triscuits with Easy Cheese
  • Drinking: Butterscotch Toffee Coffee
So I have over 100 pageviews!! I think my jaw is laying somewhere on the floor. Probably keeping my wits company. I don't know what to say other then thank you to whoever has stopped by and I hope you liked what you read :).

!!!
  • Listening to: the quiet hum of my computer
  • Reading: whatever I can get my grubby hands on
  • Watching: Just watched the new Heros!!
  • Playing: CoX/Guildwars
  • Eating: Lasagenue or however it is spelled
  • Drinking: Lemon Lime Gatorade
Ok so my muse slapped me upside the head the other day and started yelling at me about writing again. She has been on vacation for a couple of years now and I thought, gone for good. But no...no rest for the wicked I guess :p.

Right now I am trying to find some of my old stuff. But having moved like 4 times in the last 2 years is NOT helping. When I do find it I will post a whole slew of bad poetry hehe. So you are warned. Right now everything I am posting is new...god help you all :D.
  • Listening to: sssssshhh the baby is sleeping!
  • Reading: need to buy a new book :(
  • Watching: can't wait for Heros next week!
  • Playing: CoX/Guildwars
  • Eating: oooh food good idea
  • Drinking: Coffee with a liberal splash of Irish Cream